Completely and utterly depressed.  That is me right now.  Dh is being better than awesome and ds is my lil hero right now.  He prays for me every day and night and knows I feel awful right now and can't understand it, but tonight he came thru after bedtime to tell me how much he loves me.  I have cried and cried even more.  I've always said he's my angel and I truly believe it.

ReNee from OCP passing away this am, hurt really bad too.